Stanziliëri

This song helps me through the days...

(Narayana is Vishnu, the Supreme Being in Hinduism. The All-Pervading essence of all beings, the master of and beyond the past, present and future, the creator and destroyer of all existences, one who supports, sustains and governs the Universe and originates and develops all elements within.)

Gonna sing a song of love
just you and I
we can safe our world again
just one day at a time
(one day at a time)

ohh
nama
narayana

ohh
nama
narayana

So strange these folks these days
locked up inside
(All locked up inside)

The darkness likes to keep you blind
and we’ll hold back the tide
(we’ll hold back the tide)

D’ya feel another energy?
I feel about growing
D’ya feel another energy?
I feel about growing

Gonna sing a song of love
and shine a light
We were born to see the dawn
and we’ll hold back the tide

D’ya feel another energy?
I feel about growing
D’ya feel another energy?
I feel about growing

ohh
nama
narayana

ohh
nama
narayana

...

5 jaar geleden ging mijn meest langdurige relatie kapot.
Dat voelde bijster heftig en pijnlijk. Practisch niet voor te stellen.

Dit weekeinde verloor ik een van mijn weinige beste vrienden waar ik de wereld voor over heb.
En het komt even hard en pijnlijk aan als die 5 jaar geleden.

Een grondig uit de hand gelopen misverstand.
Ik wil er alles aan doen, met heel mijn hart, om dit te fixen.

Ik hoop. Maar voor nu ben ik vooral even een poosje alleen en bedroefd en kapot.

(Als er mensen zijn die iets af willen spreken met me, stel ik dat zeer op prijs. Please contact me.)

The 1TB Time Capsule is missing from this picture, but who cares... new toys!!!

My first Apple. Whoooo :-D
\o/

And there was much rejoicing...

I can't find the time to upload pictures of my holiday and other things related to that. Maybe soon?

For people who look for Simon's beautiful music, check out www.simondevoil.co.uk or myspace.com/simondevoil.

I just stumbled upon a picture of the souvenirs I got from Iona for my UK home. So apart from the few pics already up on flickr (check the sidebar on this site) here's one more. I'll get to the full set some day!!

:)

Even voorbij het korte introotje wachten en dan hard meezingen! :-)

kumbajeekumbajaa \o/

Now in 100% lolcat stylez!
(clicks for large so u can reed)

See no mention of buckit, tho. :(

NikonRumors has an interesting posting about the possibly upcoming Nikon D700 camera, and some new PC-E lenses as well. The rumours have been around for a while, but now they actually got pictures of promo material!

The D700 is supposed to be a smaller version of the D3 with basically all the same features. This would be amazing: It will fit all the D300 accessories, but will have a full-frame sensor! Yahoo! 2 cameras are better than 1!

Check it out here.

in the morning
when the sun is bright
It is summer.
Not yet, but quite.

I've waited all those years
then the culprit disappears
but the ache is still the same
and the hurt still makes me lame
with the sun right in my eye
I feel stupid
broken
shy

wake me up
get me here
take me there
by my hand
to a distant frozen land
where my ache will go
and my brain goes low
where my heart will freeze
so my body won't decease
and I won't forget
but my ache won't feel so bad

am I fleeing?

I want you here
I want you now
I want you then
and forever
I want you yesterday
and the day before the last
I want you in my future
and in years long past

but here I am and thus
waking up once more
feeling hurt
feeling blue
feeling drifting on a shore
in the hot white sand
and cool blue sea
with the gulls above
and a crab on my knee

Like a rock of weed
full of crap
full of need
waking up
once more
drifting on my homebuild shore
on the edge of my life
my existence
my device

can I bend some more?
can I wait that while?
will I snap?
will I not?
is this now the final bit?

Where should I go now....?

S.

On the Isle of Iona I met a great guy.
His name is Simon.
Simon is Rowena's husband, and together they're the Warden and Gardener.
Simon is making a CD.
And I can't wait for it to be finished.
I love his songs.

It had to happen sooner or later. Turns out to be after 3 years of continuous flying: I missed my plane, for the first time.
Oops.
It involved 2 fire alarms at Gatwick, massive queues, non-operating transit trains, completely stressed out airport staff, and stereotypical brain dead Sussex Police officers.

Oh well. This holiday on the Isle of Iona was mag-ni-fi-cent, so nothing can get me down rightnow. I just take a new flight from City airport in the morning. Which means that I should be off to bed now!
Nightnight.
(Pictures of the holiday will follow later this week, I hope)

After today's performance, what more can I say than.... I will?

I will
I will
I will

But for now and the upcoming 8 days, I will go to Iona, Scotland. Don't miss me too much, because that's what I'm doing already.

On Monday I will start my new contract. I will fulfill the position of Solutions Architect at ING Bank in Amsterdam.

Yahoo!
And no... this has nothing to do with the ATM-incident. ;)